reality hits hard - 12:44 AM
i hate this period of time when ur hormonal level screws ur whole mood up.
went for philwinds concert today. it was good. though somehow during the 2nd half my mind kinda wondered off somewhere on its own. sat beside Sidney. if not i think i'll really have no one to talk to. didn't join them for supper coz mom wasn't happy i went out in the first place. she seems to regard watching concert as an outing equilavent to like watching a movie. haiz.. so inevitably i got nagged at when i reached home. to MUG. seriously, i'm sick of all this pressurising everyday. it has gone to the point when everytime i'm at home i'm looking forward to the time/day i'll be going out.
feeling pissed off. normally i'll just be able to forget abt it and not take it seriously. but the more i think of it the more it gets on to me.
get a life.